FIVE Years Old

Jay turns five years old tomorrow, May 21st. Sniff. I am always so conflicted about my kids' birthdays. I say it every time. I'm happy for them to learn and grow, but sad for me to lose their younger selves. That's what it really comes down to: selfish Shaina says NOOOO! Stay little and sweet at home with me forever and ever! And Mom-Shaina says YAY! Learn that hard thing. Figure out this world. You can do it! Sigh. I'm trying to get over my selfishness tonight so we can have a fun day celebrating tomorrow. Baby pictures soothe the ache.

Today, Jay and Rose came inside from the back yard with finger injuries: Jay had one splinter, and Rose had four. I had to gouge Rose's out with a needle and she winced and cried. After that mild trauma, it was quiet time. When I asked them what show they wanted to watch, Jay said "Rose can choose." He knew his sister was sad from her "surgery" and he was trying to help her feel better! Darling boy.

One more Jay tidbit: on his birthday interview:
What makes you happy? --Mommy
What do you love? --Mommy
What is your favorite thing to do with Mommy? --snuggle up

I mean. Love.

Happy birthday to Jay. FIVE!